I am so broke!!!!

Went downtown for a time of relaxation and guess what i got - More Stress!!!!! Had a compound ticket cause I exceeded the time of my parking ticket. #$^$@%&^ Stress, stress and whole lot of it. Hate it. RM30 just flew away. Oh..... how many McDonald's breakfast i can buy with that. Tsk....Tsk.......

After paying the compound I'm only left RM15.63 in my account. So broke. When is my next paycheck coming? Mr. paycheck, wouldn't mind if you start running towards me. :P

Mid-Year resolution

During this hols, hoping to get one thing done. At least try to bake a cake. ^-^ or maybe cook a meal for my family. Hope it doesn't end up a disaster.

It's WAR!!!!

Had a sleepless night.
Those bloody mosquitoes.
One fine day, I'll squash them all.
Just last night,
I think they left me 6 or 7 souvenirs.
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Baaaaaaaaaaad mosquitoes!!!!!!

开到茶靡 by 蕭敬騰

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每只蚂蚁
都有眼睛鼻子
它美不美丽
偏差有没有一毫厘
有何关系

每一个人
伤心了就哭泣
饿了就要吃
相差大不过天地
有何刺激

有太多太多魔力
太少道理
太多太多游戏
只是为了好奇
还有什么值得
歇斯底里
对什么东西
死心塌地

一个一个偶像
都不外如此
沉迷过的偶像
一个个消失
谁曾伤天害理
谁又是上帝
我们在等待
什么奇迹

最后剩下自己
舍不得挑剔
最后对着自己
也不大看得起
谁给我全世界
我都会怀疑
心花怒放
却开到荼蘼
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Repeat*

Ho....oh....Oh...
Ho....oh....Oh...Ho...Yeah


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一个一个一个人
 谁比谁美丽
一个一个一个人
谁比谁甜蜜
一个一个一个人
谁比谁容易
又有什么了不起
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Repeat**

每只蚂蚁
和谁擦身而过
都那么整齐
有何关系
 
每一个人
碰见所爱的人
却心有余悸

Step Up!!!

"I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward"

~Thomas Edison~

If Thomas Edison tried 1000 times and Colonel Sanders was refused 1009 times before succeeding, then who am I to complain.

Cupcakes - for 12

125 gm butter
125 gm sugar
125 gm plain flour (mixed with 1/2 tsp baking powder and 1/2 tsp bicarbonate soda)
2 eggs
1 tsp vanilla essence
2 tbsp milk (I use powdered milk mixed with some water)
cupcake casings

First,mix butter and sugar. Once this mixture becomes fluffy and pale yellow, add in eggs, one at a time. Mix well. Then add vanilla essence. Add in half the flour. Then add some milk. Put in remaining flour and milk and mix on medium speed till all combined.

Fill cup cake casings about 3/4 with batter each. The batter will be enough for 12 casings.

Bake in a 160 degree Centigrade oven for 15 to 20 minutes or until a skewer poked into the cake comes out clean. (Pre-heat oven for 20 minutes before you start mixing your cake batter)

* you can put in any extra ingredients such as rainbow sprinkles, raisin, berries of add frostings

Overseas

It's been a long journey for me and i feel so tired. I'm all bump and bruises in trying to fulfill my dream in which i tend to stop and think ....it's all of these worth it? I've walk down so many wrong paths and reach so many dead ends to the point of giving up. It would be still bearable if there was a companion, friend or family to support and guide, but I'm all alone in this. As i look around I have a desire to be a recluse and hide in my own little fabricated world.

I sometimes wonder why does god have to make this so hard a journey for me to continue? throwing obstacles after obstacles at me? I've had a friend who said those obstacle are god's way of helping us learn and grow,and the obstacles or burden that are given to us would be of something that he is sure we could bear and solve. Well god, i just want to say maybe you've overestimated me. I'm really drowning here. I'm trying to hang on and move forward but sadly i can't seem to find anything to hang on to.

So lonely, so frustrated, so tired..........

“Experience is the most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God do you learn.”

- C.S.Lewis

April Fools

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