你不是真正的快乐 - 五月天(Mayday)

A very touching song.
I guess most of us at certain times have to be fake in order to conceal our emotions from others. Occasionally eventhough we are sad, we still put a smile on our face just to entertain the people surrounding us to avoid questions that we are reluctant to answer. At other times we just hope we can dissapear from this world........ even just for a while. And when all hopes is lost......... nothing will really matter anymore...........

你不是真正的快乐 - 五月天
词曲：阿信 编曲：五月天

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

*你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是你的选择
于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着

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你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着

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你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合 我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

对的人- 戴爱玲

I guess this song does really gives us the message not to rush into love. I love the lyrics the first time i listen to this song. The things mentioned in it are so true and you can easily relate to it.

对的人- 戴爱玲
作词:姚谦 作曲编曲:Keith Stuart

你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰

爱虽然 很美妙
却不能为了寂寞 又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现 在眼角

那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照

爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞 又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现

能愿意为了一份爱
付出去多少
然后得到多少 并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高
woh~~ya~~

爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信这世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现

爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现

Let 'HIM' be the judge

Double depressed. In my heart there are a lot of things that i wanted to say and clarify but am unable to........ cause i know it is useless as i have no proof. What's the point......... even if you say it out they'll just think that you are defending for your own actions. I just have to swallow the accusation and bring it to my grave. God is watching and he'll know, i leave it to him when my judgement day comes. But now the feeling really sucks, BIG TIME!

Framed!!!!!!

I was kinda depress today...... i can't really talk about it directly but i can describe a similiar situation. Well it's something that you are very sure you have not committed but all evidence sorts of points to you and you are unable to prove your innocence. The worst part is even I myself feels the evidence is infalliable, but, i know the real truth isn't like that.

Some things occasionally are no use explaining but just to take a better precaution to avoid the same things happening again.

Busy Busy Busy

What a busy period. I am drowning with work, don't even have the luxury to blog. Well there is nothing much to tell and nothing interesting, but my life is fully packed with schedules. hm..... let's see..... Last week i headed down to matta fair 2009. This week i have to attend a collegue's wedding in putrajaya, next week i have a course coming.

Well it's busy, busy and busy for me.

Ciao.

A tribute to my handbag, purse and mobile phone.

Dear handbag, purse & mobile phone,
I would like to thank all of you for the years of services that you've provided me.

Handbag:
small and petite, rugged and chic.

can go with any style i wish,

everywhere I go she goes too,

and takes whatever junk I dumped in.

Purse:
colourful, cheerful and an organizer freak,

keeps my cards in its respectful slits,

without having me to go through the cards,

to find the one that i really need,

now with you aren't my life a bliss.

Mobile phone:
Stylish and elegant, proud to bring you anywhere.

Entertains my boredoom with songs and games,

my life was never dull again.

Although our time together was brief,

only just for the mere 2 weeks,

in my heart you'll always stay.


They ended their service on 22 February 2009.
P.S. my handbag was snatched by snatch theif.

Life is like dark chocolates.

While doing my work, i suddenly remebered that i still had some dark chocolates stored away in my food supply drawer. Talking about dark chocolates, i don't have a real dislike or liking towards it cause it bitter and a bit bland. But just now as i broke of a little square piece of that large bar and put it in my mouth, I try to savour every little taste of it. Maybe due to the emotions that i have gone through yesterday night, i had a whole new experience of tasting dark chocolate.

I rest my head against the chairback, close my eyes, and slowly suckled at the chocolate. It tasted bitter as usual but as it starts to melt in my mouth there was a very mild sweetness which sorts of blends into that bitterness. What more of an appropriate word than 'bittersweet' to describe the whole tasting experience. The taste still lingers around my mouth and in my mind. I would say from that experience onwards i am deeply in love with dark chocolate.

I guess the reason why people love dark chocolate is because they can relate the taste closely with life. It is a very bitter life out there now with the economic's recession and other unhappy things that occur along the way but try to slow down and appreciate all the goods things that had happen and you will find the little sweetness in your life. It is those little sweetness that makes the bitter bearable and with this you will go far.