Bunch of Donkeys!@!!!

I have deserted my blog for some time due to the busy schedule at work. Work!!!!!!! A very dreaded word for me. Well, i know everyone at some point in life hates their work. Bit i can assure you none is like mine. To start it off i work for a bunch of donkeys. They are bloody slow in doing things not to mention that their heart is not at work. There is no fairness in the system and you are just taken for granted of things that at first are not suppose to be under you at the first place. You try to help out in the beginning but at the end you are the one doing all the things. Even the head of the committee doesn't even care on the progress of things just an occasional enquiry of everything ok? i leave it to you?

Here I am adding another resolution to my this year's list and that would be: ignore all the donkeys and other irrelevant task. I will just focus on my students. I will say 'No' to everything and just ignore them. To **** with them. They can just go rot in ****.

Rest in Peace, V3!

I have known V3 for some time, she was introduced to me by my sister. During our first meeting, she was dressed in pink robe, slim and elegant. I was awed by her. Had she known that she would have to serve a careless and absent minded owner I guess she would have refused from the start. However, since she was assigned to me, she carried out her task with dedication and of full compliance, that is, until the unfortunate event on 26th March.

It was just like any other normal day for V3 and me, attending classes together, having her to convey my messages to the students and etc. I still remember it was after lunch and since I was in a hurry, V3 took a ride as usual in my bag with all the others plus an additional passenger, the plastic mineral water bottle. Had I known that he was a murderer I would not have let him got in my bag. Slowly and quietly he drowned all the passengers on board. They were all crying out for help but the owner, me, was too preoccupied with the students to even notice the calls of distress. I only found out about it an hour later but they were all soak and drenched and only half alive.

I manage to revive all of the passengers including V3, however after the incident V3 was not her usual self. She exhausts very quickly and needs to be recharged almost every single day. I knew it must be the damage cause by the drowning incident. This situation carried on for about 2½ weeks and on the morning of 10th Apr, she was admitted into the 'hospital'. Almost a week later, the 'doctor' called to inform that he had done his best. Her time of death was at 11.20am, 16th Apr.

It was an honour to have v3 serve me. may you rest in peace!

OnLy HuMan -K

OnLy HuMan -K
(ost- 1 Litre Tears)

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to yu yo

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to yu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu to yu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume

Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume


[English transalation] very motivating!
On the opposite coast of sadness
Is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
Is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams,
we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching for
the sunflower that grows at the end of spring
The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails,
his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkles
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light helps push us to walk on

I have known V3 for some time, she was introduced to me by my sister. During our first meeting, she was dressed in pink robe, slim and elegant. I was awed by her. Had she known that she would have to serve a careless and absent minded owner I guess she would have refused from the start. However, since she was assigned to me, she carried out her task with dedication and of full compliance, that is, until the unfortunate event on 26th March.

It was just like any other normal day for V3 and me, attending classes together, having her to convey my messages to the students and etc. I still remember it was after lunch and since I was in a hurry, V3 took a ride as usual in my bag with all the others plus an additional passenger, the plastic mineral water bottle. Had I known that he was a murderer I would not have let him got in my bag. Slowly and quietly he drowned all the passengers on board. They were all crying out for help but the owner, me, was too preoccupied with the students to even notice the calls of distress. I only found out about it an hour later but they were all soak and drenched and only half alive.


I manage to revive all of the passengers including V3, however after the incident V3 was not her usual self. She exhausts very quickly and needs to be recharged almost every single day. I knew it must be the damage cause by the drowning incident. This situation carried on for about 2½ weeks and on this morning she huff her last breath. She is being sent to a repair shop for a diagnosis to see if there are any chances of resuscitating her. Don't give up V3!!

Don't give up V3!

V3 was admitted to the hospital due to some complications, hope the doctor is able to diagnose what is wrong with her and help get get back on her feet. Don't give up V3!!!!!

An ethereal holiday!

Today during meeting, the higher authorities had dumped a good news and a bad one onto us. During the whole academic year, there is an additional 2 weeks of holiday allocated. The bad news is, the holidays are only catered for the students, not the teachers. Teacher wil have to report to work for a week when they are no students in the campus. What irony!!!!!!!!!

你不是真正的快乐 - 五月天(Mayday)

A very touching song.
I guess most of us at certain times have to be fake in order to conceal our emotions from others. Occasionally eventhough we are sad, we still put a smile on our face just to entertain the people surrounding us to avoid questions that we are reluctant to answer. At other times we just hope we can dissapear from this world........ even just for a while. And when all hopes is lost......... nothing will really matter anymore...........

你不是真正的快乐 - 五月天
词曲：阿信 编曲：五月天

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

*你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是你的选择
于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着

*

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着

*

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合 我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着