STOP CHILD ABUSE

"Daddy......it hurts"
My name is Chris ,
I am three,
My eyes are swollen..
I cannot see.
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made ,
My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my Mommy,
Would still want to hug me.

I can't do a wrong,
I can't speak at all,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long.

When I'm awake,
I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home.

When my Mom does come home,
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get,
One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar

I hear him curse,
My name is called ,
I press myself,
Against the wall.

I try to hide,
From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now,
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping,
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me,
And yells at me more,
I finally get free,
And run to the door.

He's already locked it,
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me,
Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor,
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues,
With more bad words spoken.

'I'm sorry!', I scream,
But it's now much to late,
His face has been twisted,
Into a unimaginable shape.

The hurt and the pain,
Again and again,
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!

And he finally stops,
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless,
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Chris ,
I am three,
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.

I guess most of you have read this heart wrenching poem before as it has been circulating in the emails for some time now. Child abuse has been ongoing everywhere and the statistics are alarming. The most unbearable type of child abuse for me would be those who physically or sexually abuse an innocent child. I really could not understand how one could bear to lay such heavy hands on a child or deflower their innocence. If you could just spare a moment to look into their pleading eyes, calling out for you to stop, I'll bet you won't have the heart to carry on.




As i quote:
While we try to teach our children all about life,
Our children teach us what life is all about.
~Angela Schwindt

Wouldn't it be better to see the smiles on their faces as it not only brightens up your day, but also lights up the whole world.



Bruises might heal, but the pain lasts forever.
STOP CHILD ABUSE!!!

Work Relations

Justice without force is powerless, force without justice is tyranny.
- Blaise Pascal-

Employer Employee Relationship?

ISO Day!!!

It's like Mary Celeste here in the office today. Of course it would be like this when there is a big banner with big prints on it, clearly announcing the the arrivals of officials for the ISO inspection.

Lie back and relax....

The unexpected things that happen in your life which isn't very pleasant and makes you want to pull all your hair out (argh......) yup those type..... well if you look at it at a different point of view they may not be so depressing.

I've once read a motivational book on how one can achieve a happy life is by looking at all of these unwanted events as challenges in life which god gives you in order for you to grow and be more matured and wise. Recently at lot of projects were being dumped onto me and... well.... the nice saying would be: I'm so capable that the boss entrust me with all these projects or on the other hand a mere implication that I'm the most hardworking donkey/cow who has no social life after work in the office that makes me the most appropriate candidate to dump those projects at. (Yup... i know that my description is long but that fits the bill perfectly so bear with it. ^-^ )

As i was grousing about all these and pondering if I'm the only one who is doing work in the unit worrying that in the long run I'll probably go insane or have severe depression, why not just twist my perspective a little, look at it positively and my day will become brighter. A thought then just hit me that all these tasks entrusted upon me may be god's wishes to educate me and shape me into a better person.

Hm..... now let me analyze myself.
1) I'm not that pessimistic about things anymore; at least now I'm taking things in a more positive way.
2) I'm slowly learning to lie back and relax instead of rushing to get things done way ahead of the time limit given in which does not coincide with the pace of my other colleagues. Besides, you'll get more work entrusted upon you and it'll be a never ending cycle.
3) I'm so used to being subordinate that now it gives me a chance to order people around instead, as I'm the coordinator of the project. I get to determine who does what and goes where? He He He (although I'm still being supervised by the King and Empress Dowager ^~^ but it's already an improvement)

All in all, there's nothing bad to it. we'll eventually get through it somehow so why fret? Just lie back and relax.
Now, I'll just continue doing the jobs or task given to me and completing them in time while focusing on how to further my Masters and start working on that, cause the latter would be my ultimate goal by the end of next year.

Yesterday Once More

I've been staring at my blank computer screen for some time now. To be exact it would be for almost an hour not doing anything. A lot needs to be done yet I'm not moving. It's hard to start doing anything when there is nothing to start on and yet things keep piling up in your head.

Time is slowly slipping away, every second passes me by, can't seem to be able to get a hold onto it. Not sure if i wanted to, hoping that when this day passes a new day will come and yesterday will be left to yesterday. But I forget........... that yesterdays do catch up.

I NEED TO JUMP!

SoOoOOoooOOooo really need.