Let 'HIM' be the judge

Double depressed. In my heart there are a lot of things that i wanted to say and clarify but am unable to........ cause i know it is useless as i have no proof. What's the point......... even if you say it out they'll just think that you are defending for your own actions. I just have to swallow the accusation and bring it to my grave. God is watching and he'll know, i leave it to him when my judgement day comes. But now the feeling really sucks, BIG TIME!