When to stop and when not to...........

I've always been puzzled as to when are we suppose to go all in to achieve something that we want and when to know that limit to stop if it's not meant to be. People always say when there is a will there is a way. If things are not meant to be do we still push on hoping that it will change or should we acknowledge that fact and move on to something else.

I really admire Thomas Edison's persistent in creating the light bulb. How could he accept the rejection and failure of 999 times before successfully succeeding that 1 time. Does it really make that success all much sweeter? What was going through his mind at the 5th time failure, 356th time failure or even 942nd time failure? Thomas Edison, if you were alive i'd really like to know.

I'll keep trying but my patience is wearing thin and my perseverance rope that i'm holding on to is also getting thinner by the minute.

God give me strength.

Angels - Within Temptation

Sparkling angel I believed
You were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn’t hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I’ll lead them to your door.
There’s no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn’t see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I’ll lead them to your door
There’s no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn’t give you a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lïe.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

Movie Mania

A really hectic week. Loads to be done but did not forget to have fun too. Me and my collegue went for movies consecutive weeks. We watched little red riding hood, which was quite a lame adaptation of the fairytale but loved the red cape worn by the main actress, and of course priest (joined by another 2 friends) that was way much better. At first we were reluctant to watch priest, afraid that it would be a let down by just mere gruesome killing or lavish side effects as a show off purpose (comparing it with Tron), but under the persistent persuasion of a persistent fan of Maggie Q (a male friend), we went. Thankfully it came out alright if not we would have murdered him for dragging us all the way there. ^-^

Our next conquest at the cinema would be to watch insidious. A really scary movie (or so as they previewed it).

Good to go

Just checked my results for IELTS and.............. hooray!!! I'm good to go. Now i'll just have to finish up the other small little things before i take off towards my dreams.

Hols ends!

After a week and a half of holidays, i'm back at work. Her i am sitting at my desk blogging away. Wasn't much that happened except i sat for my IELTS last weekend. My reading was not as good as i presumed but other than that i think all others went quite well. Now it's just a matter of waiting for the results.

It really felt good sitting for the exam. It's like I'm young again; heading back to school, feel the adrenaline rush during the exam.

I am so broke!!!!

Went downtown for a time of relaxation and guess what i got - More Stress!!!!! Had a compound ticket cause I exceeded the time of my parking ticket. #$^$@%&^ Stress, stress and whole lot of it. Hate it. RM30 just flew away. Oh..... how many McDonald's breakfast i can buy with that. Tsk....Tsk.......

After paying the compound I'm only left RM15.63 in my account. So broke. When is my next paycheck coming? Mr. paycheck, wouldn't mind if you start running towards me. :P

Mid-Year resolution

During this hols, hoping to get one thing done. At least try to bake a cake. ^-^ or maybe cook a meal for my family. Hope it doesn't end up a disaster.